trying to remain positive

Hello everyone you know always keeping a positive attitude gets hard some times. I always try, but some times things will just throw you down over and over again and you get tired of it. Also being positive for all of it just to have the same thing happen again. Mainly my job gets my positivity down i work super hard  and always thinking of the best for my day. then something always happens to me i go to a store and the last person who was there did a horrible job, and now i have to spend extra time to clean it up, just so they can mess it up the next day. To tell you the truth i would probably be really be depressed if it wasn't for kung fu. For me it is like a gas station for positivity. once i start to run low i go to kung fu to filler back up. if anything i know i will not have to work this dead end job for to much longer, but for now i guess i have to suck it up, and keep going to my kung fu, because kung fu and the people there is what inspires me to try better in life.



228 lbs



Sihing Langner

long weekend

hello everyone what a awesome long weekend i had, my dad was home for two days and he smoked some mouthwatering burgers and some delectable pork loin wrapped in bacon with three different rubs, and of course sihing donnuhues (sorry for misspell) fight to the death fudge. Also i had my friends come over and we played two epic game nights, its just a long game. I even got started on my speech it still needs a lot of work, but it is a least started. The only sucky thing is on Saturday i landed on my knee wrong when i was doing flying kicks. It feels pretty good now but u have not been using it for anything for three days now, so i will still try to take it easy on the knee but i feel like i am making a fast recover. I guess this is all i have to say for now so stay extraordinary.


234lbs


Sihing Langner  

Writing

hello everyone my mind draws a blank when it comes to writing stuff. for example i have the valedictorian speech i have to write and say in front of people on may 24th. They basically told me to right something inspirational and a minimum of 2 mins. I always have writers block almost every time i have to write something; on top of this i also have to speak in front of people are you kidding me. When i went through English and i had to write an essay i would always just put whatever blibbty blop that came to mind and i tried making correct sentences. Which i relied heavily on the word program to correct my spelling or make the capitals for me; as you have obviously seen through my blogs. The hard part for this though is all they said was make it inspiring and maybe a little funny as well. I have never written something like this before. I can't just write whatever blibbty blop that comes to mind, because when i wrote that for essays i never believed in it, but i wrote what i knew what the teachers wanted to see. In order to be inspiring you must believe in it too, not just write it down for the sake of writing and of course lets not forget about the public speaking my stomach  crinch every time i think about it. anyways i have to go to bed now so i will finish it here so stay inspiring.


237 lbs


Sihing Langner       

Pandamodium

hello everyone pandamodium was crazy good. i was able to stay for the full 24 hrs and even two days later i am so sore and working right now hurts so bad. lucky though i did not have to do the full 24 without help sihing chelsal did the 24 hrs as well and i have to again thank his mom for driving me home that night because i did not think about who was going to drive me after a crazy day like that. I personally thought there was going to be a little more participation in the pandamodium, because there was a few time where we had lots of people but only four people were inside doing the actual contentious motion. Or maybe that is how it usually is, because i have only been to one other, and it was later in the day. Don't get me wrong i know there had to be people outside to help with the set up and doing all the cooking that is reasonable. it was more when nothing had to be done accept continuous motion and quit a few time for 10 mins here and there it was just me practicing my stick because i was do much in pain to really do anything else. if it sound like i am resenting or anything like that im really not trying to be; i still think that the day was an awesome day and  a lot got done and  a lot was accomplished and awareness for our charity's was raised. So you just can't go wrong with that. Also a quick note i am not trying to call anyone out, maybe on that day it was just the way it worked out that day everybody has there own reason why, maybe work or supporting someone or something whatever it was it does not matter all that matters that even if you there for an hour or less or even more you helped with doing the 24 hr pandamodium. every time i re read my blog it always looks like it is coming out negative or resentful, but that is not the case at all it was merely just an observation. I had a good day and fun with all the people that showed up.

 
233lbs



Sihing Langner