Wanting and going to do

Hello everyone I guess my life now is pretty much school work and kung fu, but I would have to say it is really exciting too. Right now I am studying a career I want to do, and doing the thing I love most(kung fu). I would say things are going well now. I have a new outlook on my life now; that I did not have before.
   I really want to learn new things and skills to become a an interesting person. I want to finish my lessons on learning to speak Japanese, and I want to learn how to play the piano, I want to become the very best in my field of work. I want to lose weight again. I want to get into running again. I don't want to feel depressed any more.
  I know I can't do all of these at the same time, because I still live a life and probably can only accomplish one at a time. Mainly because my priority will always be family, life, and kung fu. First I will finish school the I will have time to finish learning Japanese. I want to learn so many things, but it feels like I just don't have enough time to do it.
  I am going to be 30 in 2 years, and for me I realized I have for most of my life chose to spend time at my home doing nothing and never going anywhere. Also I isolated myself from others and spent majority of my time in front of a tv. I would have to say the majority of my life has been in front of the tv.
  This is my comfort zone, and whenever I am asked go out of it I used to always no, but now I hope people will ask me and help me from staying in the unproductive lazy, procrastinating zone. I want to make more new friends, and see have more new experiences.  I want to feel alive again, because before my trip to Japan I was terrified in going. I wanted to go but I feel like I would just mess it up somehow or that I did not deserve to go, but now I wanna do more. (within financial reason) I really do feel like I have to many missed opportunity in life I never took, because I was not ready to leave my comfort zone.
 Anyways this just me saying if anybody out there is doing something I would love to come along, if it is ok with you. If I were to join anyone I we would go into grater detail of course off what availability I have. Also no heart feeling if you don't want me to come, or no one responds to me that is fine you have your lives too please live them to your fullest.
   I just  want more out of life then just tv and games. I also read a lot , but I kinda want to keep doing that one.
Anyways remember everyone ordinary people extraordinary actions.


Sifu R. Langner