breakthrough

hello everyone i am having a pretty breakthrough week. In our requirements we are supposed to mend a relationship. Boy did i ever it was an emotionally exhausting night. I feel so much better now and we have become so much closer because of it. i was not looking for a relationship mend at that moment in my life, if anything it found me. right now i feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.  also right now i am becoming more and more nervous as my university start date approaches, this will be the biggest thing i have ever done and i am scared of failing. but i know you only fail if you don't try and exhaust every possible option of outside help. i guess i am afraid of walking into a class day and being the only person who is lost. anyways i guess that is all i have for now so see you guys for now and remember stay extraordinary.


228 lbs


sihing Langner

fun weekend

hello everyone what a great weekend for me this week. I got to go to form seminar and learned a lot about myself and about a form i have been doing for awhile. I think that is one of the things that is so cool about martial art is that no matter how many time you can do a particular form you can always learn something new from it and about yourself. This time at the end when we all had to perform in front of everyone i felt like i was able to calm myself down way faster than before. i was still scared of doing, but i felt like  i was more in control than usual. Also i saw some other people do there forms in front of others for the first time. For me it was thinking how far i have come since i used to be like that, but at the same time giving me the inspiration to continue to moving forward and excited that there are people like me trying to conquer the same fear i have. And they have started there journey to more confidence. for me that is so awesome.

   The next day i just spent the whole day with my family and how good that was. we did not do much but we had fun together, and i would not trade that for anything in the world. anyways remember stay extraordinary.


228 Lbs


Sihing Langner

vaction

hello everyone  my grandma has a computer and I get to blog yeah. on my vacation I have met up with a lot of relatives who I have not seen the for over 14 years so I am super happy right now. Also I get to eat my grandmothers cooking again; which is so good. I made a pizza for my grandparents and they loved it. I am just so happy right now. I have not forgotten about my push ups and sit ups though it is kind of hard to get them in but I am doing not so bad. doing my forms even harder but when I can't do forms I try to go through every motion in my mind;  I have done some though. this blog will have no weight on it because my grandparents have no scale here so yeah. anyways I am having an awesome time. spending lots of time with family, but can't wait to get back to more kung fu. remember everyone remain extraordinary.


Sihing Langner