hello everyone i have been doing a little better with my schooling i have been managing my stress better. i have two midterms coming up and i am not super stressed about it. i have been studying a lot and keeping a more positive attitude about things. what helped me a bit was finally breaking all four boards. i know i could possibly might have to do them again, but for now it is done and i feel good about it. The thinking i went through that day when i broke my boards, was i have practice technique, and they are just pieces of wood nothing more. I constantly reminded myself that i can do this and i have nothing to fear, i can do this. that day i started to say to myself if i can do that for board breaking why not school, and as soon as i started to do that i became less stressed and more calm about it. Anyways i have not much else to say right now so remember stay extraordinary.
232 lbs
sihing Langner
Monday, 21 October 2013
Sunday, 6 October 2013
shout out
hello everyone i would just like to take this blogging time to give a big THANK YOU to all of the active blog reader who also comment on other peoples blog. Reading those comments really helps me sometimes and let me know that i am not alone. Some comments sympathize, relate, calm down, another perspective, support, but most of all help. I know those comment do more than what i have listed; i just could not not think of more words. Most of the time when i see any comment on my blog i just become so happy that someone took the time out of there day and read my blog. I know i don't post as much as i should on other peoples blogs, but maybe i should because if it makes me feel this god when other people comment on my blogs. Then it would make sense that other people will feel the same joy as i do if i made more of an effort to post on other peoples blogs.
on a side note i made a personal requirement to myself to post my weight on here so i always keep myself in check. right now i feel horrible that this happen to me again, but i gained weight again and i can only blame myself. it is not that i am eating a lot of food or bad food, i am just not eating 3 times a day, with little snacks in between. With school and kung fu i have had poor time management skills with all the stress i have been going through. during a chem quiz i was having a hard time writing it because i was shaking so bad. but then after it i felt better and i did not do the best in my quiz, but rather i learned a lot about what they look for in a test. and i only got some of the questions wrong do to grammar and adding mistake. if i had those nailed down for the test i would of done really well. I am kicking myself right now to get back on the band wagon of success. All i have to do is try harder and make a new structure for myself. i have done it before i can do it again. also clearly you are all staying extraordinary; now its my turn to take my own advice.
234 lbs
sihing Langner
on a side note i made a personal requirement to myself to post my weight on here so i always keep myself in check. right now i feel horrible that this happen to me again, but i gained weight again and i can only blame myself. it is not that i am eating a lot of food or bad food, i am just not eating 3 times a day, with little snacks in between. With school and kung fu i have had poor time management skills with all the stress i have been going through. during a chem quiz i was having a hard time writing it because i was shaking so bad. but then after it i felt better and i did not do the best in my quiz, but rather i learned a lot about what they look for in a test. and i only got some of the questions wrong do to grammar and adding mistake. if i had those nailed down for the test i would of done really well. I am kicking myself right now to get back on the band wagon of success. All i have to do is try harder and make a new structure for myself. i have done it before i can do it again. also clearly you are all staying extraordinary; now its my turn to take my own advice.
234 lbs
sihing Langner
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