Hello everyone my mind could not be more blank right now. I want to write some things on here, but I don't feel it would be right. I want to say something, but I feel afraid to. I think maybe I might need some therapy, but I can't afford it. I know I have extreme mood swings. One moment I will be very happy and loving life, and like in 2 seconds(realistic time) I will be super depressed and hating everything about myself and my life. Then it get worse and worse as I go down this horrible spiral of selfish pity.
Then one day I will be better and living life to the fullest. Then the cycle happens again. This endless cycle that is so draining for me mentally. I want to be someone people can rely on, and someone can take courage from, and inspire others. But I don't feel like I am doing any of that. How can I when I myself am so messed up. I realize this blog is a bad one, I am sorry for being so inconsistent, and this blog. Anyways I am gonna end it here. So the next blog I write will be on December 11 Sunday.
Sifu R. Langner
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