So I have not been able to use as much time as I would like in my kung fu, but that is my own fault. I do this a lot when I really want to do really good in something; I lose all sense of balance of time. I become so engrossed in what I am trying to do that I exclude all other things in my life. I get the mind set that I can only accomplish my goal if I fully 100% commit myself to that goal and and not deviate form that. Now I am not saying this 100% commitment of mine is all bad, but it can consume me a bit. Which in return excludes all other events in my life.
Time management is still something I need to work on. I know what times I have plenty of time for other things like kung fu. I worry if I don't keep studying or working ahead I will fall behind and fail. If I want to learn more and do more, then I need to learn how to manage my time better; so I don't leave out the important things in my life.
I will say right now I am currently not behind in my study's, but I feel a lot of pressure to do good and pass. This is my future and I really don't want to fail. So I am trying to give it my all, but I am going to make time for myself. Like my kung fu.
Remember everyone ordinary people extraordinary action.
Sifu R. Langner
Sunday, 26 March 2017
Monday, 20 March 2017
The Path to My Future
What's up everyone sorry for being a little late on my blog. I was wrapped up in my homework. My mind has been pretty fried lately; just so much stuff to do. I realized something today I really like teaching others; especially if I know a lot about it. I like when people come to me and ask for help and then I can actually help them.
Maybe most people feel the same way, but being able to see other people feel joy and appreciation for the help makes me feel very good. This by the way is my interpretation of what I see no one has told me; I just get a feeling. I have always felt like this in anything I was able to show or help someone. What ever job I had the best part for me was teaching someone new how to do their job, and trying my best to help them succeed.
I always get a feeling of accomplishment when I do this. This is also probably the reason why I want to learn so many new things. To improve on my power to help others if they want it. It is a win win for me because I get to learn and improve myself, and I might get to help someone else someday who also might want to learn something I have learned.
I am starting to realize just how cool are world is and that the possibility's are endless. All I have to do is put my mind to it commit my time, and effort, and willingness to accomplishes new things in my life. I want to become an ordinary person who does extraordinary action.
Sifu R. Langner
Maybe most people feel the same way, but being able to see other people feel joy and appreciation for the help makes me feel very good. This by the way is my interpretation of what I see no one has told me; I just get a feeling. I have always felt like this in anything I was able to show or help someone. What ever job I had the best part for me was teaching someone new how to do their job, and trying my best to help them succeed.
I always get a feeling of accomplishment when I do this. This is also probably the reason why I want to learn so many new things. To improve on my power to help others if they want it. It is a win win for me because I get to learn and improve myself, and I might get to help someone else someday who also might want to learn something I have learned.
I am starting to realize just how cool are world is and that the possibility's are endless. All I have to do is put my mind to it commit my time, and effort, and willingness to accomplishes new things in my life. I want to become an ordinary person who does extraordinary action.
Sifu R. Langner
Sunday, 12 March 2017
Wanting and going to do
Hello everyone I guess my life now is pretty much school work and kung fu, but I would have to say it is really exciting too. Right now I am studying a career I want to do, and doing the thing I love most(kung fu). I would say things are going well now. I have a new outlook on my life now; that I did not have before.
I really want to learn new things and skills to become a an interesting person. I want to finish my lessons on learning to speak Japanese, and I want to learn how to play the piano, I want to become the very best in my field of work. I want to lose weight again. I want to get into running again. I don't want to feel depressed any more.
I know I can't do all of these at the same time, because I still live a life and probably can only accomplish one at a time. Mainly because my priority will always be family, life, and kung fu. First I will finish school the I will have time to finish learning Japanese. I want to learn so many things, but it feels like I just don't have enough time to do it.
I am going to be 30 in 2 years, and for me I realized I have for most of my life chose to spend time at my home doing nothing and never going anywhere. Also I isolated myself from others and spent majority of my time in front of a tv. I would have to say the majority of my life has been in front of the tv.
This is my comfort zone, and whenever I am asked go out of it I used to always no, but now I hope people will ask me and help me from staying in the unproductive lazy, procrastinating zone. I want to make more new friends, and see have more new experiences. I want to feel alive again, because before my trip to Japan I was terrified in going. I wanted to go but I feel like I would just mess it up somehow or that I did not deserve to go, but now I wanna do more. (within financial reason) I really do feel like I have to many missed opportunity in life I never took, because I was not ready to leave my comfort zone.
Anyways this just me saying if anybody out there is doing something I would love to come along, if it is ok with you. If I were to join anyone I we would go into grater detail of course off what availability I have. Also no heart feeling if you don't want me to come, or no one responds to me that is fine you have your lives too please live them to your fullest.
I just want more out of life then just tv and games. I also read a lot , but I kinda want to keep doing that one.
Anyways remember everyone ordinary people extraordinary actions.
Sifu R. Langner
I really want to learn new things and skills to become a an interesting person. I want to finish my lessons on learning to speak Japanese, and I want to learn how to play the piano, I want to become the very best in my field of work. I want to lose weight again. I want to get into running again. I don't want to feel depressed any more.
I know I can't do all of these at the same time, because I still live a life and probably can only accomplish one at a time. Mainly because my priority will always be family, life, and kung fu. First I will finish school the I will have time to finish learning Japanese. I want to learn so many things, but it feels like I just don't have enough time to do it.
I am going to be 30 in 2 years, and for me I realized I have for most of my life chose to spend time at my home doing nothing and never going anywhere. Also I isolated myself from others and spent majority of my time in front of a tv. I would have to say the majority of my life has been in front of the tv.
This is my comfort zone, and whenever I am asked go out of it I used to always no, but now I hope people will ask me and help me from staying in the unproductive lazy, procrastinating zone. I want to make more new friends, and see have more new experiences. I want to feel alive again, because before my trip to Japan I was terrified in going. I wanted to go but I feel like I would just mess it up somehow or that I did not deserve to go, but now I wanna do more. (within financial reason) I really do feel like I have to many missed opportunity in life I never took, because I was not ready to leave my comfort zone.
Anyways this just me saying if anybody out there is doing something I would love to come along, if it is ok with you. If I were to join anyone I we would go into grater detail of course off what availability I have. Also no heart feeling if you don't want me to come, or no one responds to me that is fine you have your lives too please live them to your fullest.
I just want more out of life then just tv and games. I also read a lot , but I kinda want to keep doing that one.
Anyways remember everyone ordinary people extraordinary actions.
Sifu R. Langner
Sunday, 5 March 2017
Back to Reality
Hello so I am finally back home and I will be going to school tomorrow for my 2nd year of electrician. I am still in aw of what I have experienced in Japan. Like when ever I entered any restaurant or shop I was greeted by everyone working there. They would all stop to greet me then all would tell me thank you for coming and hope to see you again. They would do this for every customer. I was impressed. Also you know how at our kwoon we all try to chip in and take care of it and the grounds around the kwoon. Well that is basically all of Japan. I saw so many times people cleaning the streets in front of there homes and take care of all the potted plants that most places had.
Also I can say without a doubt that all the homestays I got to stay in were the best part of my whole trip. Meeting families who have no idea who I am yet they welcomed me into there families so easily. I am truly grateful for their hospitality.
I also had an encounter where I needed help buying some allergy pills and could not read all the different medication. Then a random woman who could not speak a lot of English asked if I needed help.(she did not work thers e by the way) I said yes and ask her in Japanese about allergy meds; just the word allergy. We then began some charades and eventually she understood what I wanted and helped me find the right one for me. Also she also told me how many pills I was to take a day since I could not read the instructions.
Japan for me has redefined the random acts of kindness. In that I want to do more in my kind acts I do daily, but not simply counting I let someone in traffic(nothing wrong with this by the way), but to do more if the opportunity presents itself.
Well the trip is now behind me now, now I only have the feeling and the memories of this amazing trip. I have got to have my beloved black belt class and I Ho Chaun class. I had two amazing classes of kung fu. Now to keep moving forward and keep making more memories to last the rest of my life.
Remember everyone ordinary people extraordinary actions.
Sifu R. Langner
Also I can say without a doubt that all the homestays I got to stay in were the best part of my whole trip. Meeting families who have no idea who I am yet they welcomed me into there families so easily. I am truly grateful for their hospitality.
I also had an encounter where I needed help buying some allergy pills and could not read all the different medication. Then a random woman who could not speak a lot of English asked if I needed help.(she did not work thers e by the way) I said yes and ask her in Japanese about allergy meds; just the word allergy. We then began some charades and eventually she understood what I wanted and helped me find the right one for me. Also she also told me how many pills I was to take a day since I could not read the instructions.
Japan for me has redefined the random acts of kindness. In that I want to do more in my kind acts I do daily, but not simply counting I let someone in traffic(nothing wrong with this by the way), but to do more if the opportunity presents itself.
Well the trip is now behind me now, now I only have the feeling and the memories of this amazing trip. I have got to have my beloved black belt class and I Ho Chaun class. I had two amazing classes of kung fu. Now to keep moving forward and keep making more memories to last the rest of my life.
Remember everyone ordinary people extraordinary actions.
Sifu R. Langner
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