Hello everyone I am getting very nervous as our monkey year comes to an end. Also with what is happening in my life right now. I feel excited that I am able to participate in the demo and perform as a lion. Also I am super nervousness about going for my black belt degree grading. I feel ready, yet not sure what will happen. Also a huge thing that has my nerves in a jumble is in February I will be traveling to japan for a month on my own. So I feel kinda scared in what might happen and if things will go smooth or not.If anything right now I am just one big bundle of jumping nerves.
If there is one thing I would like to learn how to do is to live my life just one day at a time. I have only experiences this a few times in my life; that I can recall. I always think of how my future will be and try to plan for it. I like knowing that things are taking care of and become a certainty and not an anomaly. All though some of life's greatest experiences have come from anomaly's.
The ability to live day by day I think is a amazing thing to be able to do, but I think I would go crazy if I never knew what tomorrow was gonna be like. Well I would not really know since I have never been able to do it for a very long period of time. So I hope I will get to try it when I am in Japan.
Well that is all for now so remeber everyone stay extraordinary.
Sifu R. Langner
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