Last Night

Hey everyone.  There has been a lot happen in my life lately. Right now I'm writing my last blog and having my last night living with my parents. I have found a new place for myself to live in and I will finally be on my own. I should be feeling excited, but I couldn't be feeling further away from it. I feel scared, sad, worried, and I'm gonna miss living with my parents a lot. I'm mainly sad right now. I know moving out for me will have a lot of benefits and it is something that I know I need, but there is a part of me that wants to just call it off. I'm not, because it would cost me a lot of money to do so. I mainly sad about leaving my parents and just being by myself. I can take care of myself, I'm  just worried mentally how I will deal with it and also I don't want to fail. It seems like I am moving so far away to the point that I will never see them again, but in reality I'm gonna be a simple 10 min drive from them. I know I will still see them on Fridays at least, or whenever I want, but I'm just feel hesitant.
  Right now I am starting a new journey into my life and I'm freaked out. It is a necessary journey though and I know I will grow from it. Just need a bit of time.


Sifu R. Langner  

I'M BACK!

Hello long time no see. So today for me was a pretty great day. I got to see and participate in the rotary run lion dance; which was amazing. Also I got to experience my first ever hunting for a place for myself today, and oh boy what a rush it was for me. I swear it was like I just jumped out of a plane. Just talking to this person and finally seriously I might be able to live on my own for once. I love my parents for everything they have done for me, and appreciate them for the best life they could give me. I know I will definitely miss having amazing tasty food to eat all the time. I just know right now that I need to be on my own and start developing my own life right now. I feel like I have been stalling for so long now because I always thought I would save up enough money to put a nice down payment onto a house someday, but life keeps happening and I am tired of waiting for life to work out. I am going to make it work for me. .
  Thats all for now I am super tired and have to go to bed. Hopefully to see you all next week.


Sifu R. Langner