Hey everyone. There has been a lot happen in my life lately. Right now I'm writing my last blog and having my last night living with my parents. I have found a new place for myself to live in and I will finally be on my own. I should be feeling excited, but I couldn't be feeling further away from it. I feel scared, sad, worried, and I'm gonna miss living with my parents a lot. I'm mainly sad right now. I know moving out for me will have a lot of benefits and it is something that I know I need, but there is a part of me that wants to just call it off. I'm not, because it would cost me a lot of money to do so. I mainly sad about leaving my parents and just being by myself. I can take care of myself, I'm just worried mentally how I will deal with it and also I don't want to fail. It seems like I am moving so far away to the point that I will never see them again, but in reality I'm gonna be a simple 10 min drive from them. I know I will still see them on Fridays at least, or whenever I want, but I'm just feel hesitant.
Right now I am starting a new journey into my life and I'm freaked out. It is a necessary journey though and I know I will grow from it. Just need a bit of time.
Sifu R. Langner
Your fears are something most people go through when they leave home for the first time. The one thing you have to remember is that your family is a lot bigger than you think. You are never alone and you have a lot of people you can count on. It is only going to be a short time before you new place truly becomes home.
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