I feel as though I am desperately searching for acceptance. Mainly my acceptance of me. I reject who I am and not be grateful for who I am. I reject my reality and try and live in a existence that does not work.
I need to adapt to what troubles me and use those troubles as my new foundation to build me up mentally and physically.That new foundation becomes my new opportunity’s to improve me and those around me. I know I hesitate to take this step, because I know it will be very hard for me. Although not doing either brings more hardships as well.
Because this is difficult for me means I absolutely need to do it. It will push me out of a negative and semi-comfy zone.
Sihing Langner
Remind yourself of what you are good at (Kung Fu) etc., practice those things (Kung Fu) more, and I am confident that you will start to accept and embrace who you are. And our school, and the world, are better with you in it.
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