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 Holy moly I can’t believe I missed my day for blogging. I was good for almost the whole year and then literally the last blog for the year I missed the day. I was having the strangest feeling like I forgot something and I could not put my finger on it till just now. 

  This year has had so many up and downs with my kung fu and a lot of it has been tied to my poor decision making, and the stress of working or not working.

  I would not say this year was a failure, but it also not an outstanding success. I have made some better choices in life for sure and still making plenty of mistakes, but I am moving forwards.

   I have a lot of what I have this year thanks to blogging. Even if I was not practicing kung fu physically, I was practicing some aspects of it mentally. 

  What I have failed for me personally was not going to as many classes as I would like to. I know sometimes work happens and ot shows up, but last year I had most of the year off and chose to stay home. I did not do as good as I could have on the physical side of kung fu. I was not able to lose weight. 

   I will say what I have accomplished. Kung fu is back in my life again instead of not at all. I have accomplished more tools to help me stay out of the negative save in my head. I have reached a better place with my drum stick form. I have learned a new time to practice kung fu is after bathroom times. I have wrote all the blogs technically, but I did miss my day. I did not give up on blogging which was my life line.

  What I plan to do moving forward is to take more accountability for what I do and how I move forwards. I have learned a lot about myself this year and what I want. I have a better more thought out plan for a better success for me next year. 

  Right now I am in the I can do this mode. The end of this year is actually just the beginning for me. I am going to strive and keep this momentum going for myself a long as I can and when I fall off I will try and find a way to get back on back quicker. I will fail in the future, but I will be way stronger because of it.

  Just in case I’m not trying to fail, I am trying to succeed. I’m just know who I am and I have been developing more and more tools to get me back to the success side faster. I have periods where I get super motivated, but then something happens and I fall off and never get back again. I am tying to develop way of staying on the better path in my life. It will always be a struggle, but I can always make it a little easier.

  Anyways for my last blog for this year I want to say the biggest of thank you to all of you who have read all or even just some of my blogs. I will always be very grateful for the time you gave me for reading my blogs. I do have some numbers to end the year off. 

Acts of kindness: 2200

Km: 1820

Sit ups: 8100

Push ups: 8100

Da mu hsing: 170

Drum stick form: 285

Spar: 108

Blogs:50