2 Paths

 I really liked our first class. It was a real eye opener for me. It was a message for me to see so many high level teammates. I saw 2 paths I could take that class for me. The first path was doubt and fear and thinking that maybe I don’t belong here. The other path is to see an aw inspiring group of people and using their commitment to strive for success and striving for always doing better as inspiration for myself.

  I thought long and hard about these 2 paths before me. I was actually happy to find myself leaning towards the second path. I know I am very out of shape and it showed me even more about where I am in my training. I was actually happy I did 15 push ups. I did think about how pathetic of me, but it was not the ruling thought. 

  After the push ups and sit ups I was slowly feeling more and more like throwing up, but it never happened yay! My numbers are nothing to be of aww, but I also have not been going super hard either. I have been doing wall push ups and knee push ups, but toe push ups are the ones I tend to stay away from, because they can mess with my shoulders and cause continuous pain if I am not careful.

  I am still going to do toe push ups, I just need to be smart about it and not beat myself up if I have to go back to do some wall push ups to maintain my shoulders. I know I can achieve the goal of doing more toe push ups and sit ups. 

  I have lofty goals for myself this year and I want to make the team proud of what I accomplished and make myself happier in the process as well.  

  Thank you for reading my blog today and wish you best on your journey as well. Anyways here are some numbers:

Acts of kindness: 30

Km: 15

Sit ups: 80

Push ups: 60

Da mu hsing: 4

Drum stick form: 4

Spar: 0

Elliptical(minutes):100

Social outings:0

Family or Friends contacted:0