Guity

Hello everyone I just want to talk about guilt. Whenever I feel guilty I pull back and don't want to face it. Like feeling guilty for not blogging or not being able to do my kung fu properly. I feel like I let myself down when I do this. I know the easy fix is to just do it and give it my all, and be ok with how far I can currently push myself.
   I believe I can do more for myself and everyone around me. I will say my battle with my shoulders are a hard thing for me to accept. I make some progress then fall backwards do to my work; if I start trying to do modified work I could lose my job. It is a vicious circle I am in right now. It is not like my job does not like me, but if I am on modified for to long I could possibly be laid off so someone else can do it. I am easily replaced.
  I will make a actual effort to continue to blog, and stay responsible for myself and my actions. I will start promising in my blogs when the next blog will be posted in an effort to hold myself more accountable. I know I technically have already made a promise to blog weekly, but I need to say the words for myself. I will blog November 13 Sunday.
  Well that is all for now so remember everyone stay extraordinary.

Sifu R. Langner