In The Moment

I notice that when I want to be in the moment I tend to miss it and it all happens to fast, but when I want it to be done now time slows down and I am meant to live every second of that moment. When I am really enjoying myself those are the times in my life where everything speeds up and I almost missed everything. When I am on the time where I wish it would be over; that's when I live every second of that day and it is the longest day.
So good example is when I am on a vacation time fly's by in a blink of an eye. When I become sick time stops almost and I see and experience everything.  I have had opportunity's to live in the moment of positivity, but I notice when it is something I don't like it is rather easy to do so in those moments.
  I would say I am not a push ups fan and whenever I do push ups It is an eternity until I finish what I can do, but I like sit ups and they are done in no time and I even do more.I was wondering why does my mind naturally do this? Is my mind a sadist? Why don't I naturally do it the other way and easily make the moment's in life I want to enjoy last forever, and the moment's that I don't like just be done with in seconds. I know these are only questions I can answer myself, but It be nice if it was a simple answer.
  Anyways I would say right now I am having a lot of fun with kung fu lately, because attending the Monday, Wednesday classes has been really interesting and an enjoyable experience for me. I look forward to new ways to learn and try and become a better teacher. I know I have a lot to learn still, but look forward to learning more.


Sifu Langner