Work

    So I have been off work for awhile and I always dread the day I go back to work. Not because I dislike my job, but because I get lost in it. I push away everything and prefer to only care about rest time after work and not kung fu; I prioritize laziness. 

  I get this new opportunity in Dawson BC. I am working to build a new hospital.It seems all interesting but this past week zero practice time. Zero I Ho Chaun time. I do take elements of kung fu into my life, but that is more mentally than physically. 

  The physical aspect is very important to me and I know if I keep going down this road I will run away again. I don’t want this. I want kung fu to be in my life not only mentally, but physically. 

  This bad habit of mine is screaming “just ignore kung fu everybody will eventually stop asking me about my progress or even when will I be back. I will just keep using my good excuse that I won’t be there because of work” Work should never dictate my life yet I use it to do so. Work is a convenient excuse for me to start distancing myself from kung fu and the group. 

  I “want” and “will” are two very distinctive differences. I will do the cheerleading into “want” to keep kung fu in my life, but “will” I. Honestly I can’t confidently say I will. I know I will try, but the bad habit says “will see”. I am going to try some new things like attending the zoom, but I I guess I will have to wait and see. The solution is right in front of me I just have to grab it now.

 After work my feet are truly killing me right now. I guess not really working for 5 or 6 months has an effect. Unfortunately no new numbers to post, but anyways thanks for reading this little blog of mine