Also Introvert

 I remember when I first learn what this word means. I always thought my parents were very out going people, but then later realized we were family of introverts. I thought they were extroverts, because they could talk for a very long time, but later realized that was to people they were comfortable with. I turned out the same way. Once I am comfortable with you I talk up a storm.

  I would say I have always preferred not interacting with anyone. If I could live life without ever having to be responsible to the outside world I might take it, but I’m not a 100 % introvert.

   I want to make my friend group size bigger without talking. I want to maybe meet someone, someday with out interacting with the world. I want more introverted friends, but normally we all keep to ourselves. 

 I find sometimes being an introvert has some advantages. I don’t mind going to Japan for month by myself. I enjoy staying home and watching random YouTube or reading. I enjoy most of the time being self reliant and living in my small little world; It is cozy. For the most of my time I am content with myself.

  Extroverts are sometimes scary people to me. They want to go out all the time and hang out just for the sake of hanging out. Not hang out at home, but go somewhere and meet up. Extroverts have this weird ability to strike up a conversation with random people and become invested and even look forward to maybe meeting these people again.

 I have been trying to learn to have more extrovert like tendencies in my life. Not that I don’t value who I am. I personally don’t think anyone is a pure extrovert or introvert ; we all lean a little to one side or the other. I also think it’s not good to be purely one or the other. 

 I am just trying to be me, but also put myself out there like others. I have tried to learn the good and bad of both traits the best I can. I am trying to not go months without any human interaction and being perfectly content with that. 

  I am trying to find my balance of where I can freely want to hang out with people and then also be content with zero interaction at home. 

  Kung fu was minimal, but not zero. I have been busy, but not efficient with my time. I would say this is a huge success for me, because normally it’s zero, but I will always strive for better, because I know I can do better. 

Anyways thanks again for reading my blog. It is always amazing that you do this. Here are my numbers.

Acts of kindness: 550

Km: 500

Sit ups: 5000

Push ups: 5000

Da mu hsing: 80

Drum stick form: 112

Spar: 108