Blank Mind

So I have a blank mind on what to blog about tonight. One part of it is I am really tired, but the other part is meaning I’m not engaged enough. Blank minds usually means I’m just drifting through life.

 I still haven’t accepted that I have a job that is consistent. I am enjoying the work I do there, but I feel like a ghost. I don’t interact with anyone there and then I go home then back to work.

  I am practicing kung fu, but not enough. Every time I do a form I know most of my issues in the form and it bugs me that I make little progress, but I know why it’s so slow. I don’t practice enough. The solution is always the same. It’s not to just practice mindlessly, but to have the proper intend and the conviction to do more.

  I do feel tired and in pain after work, but I know it could be better if I get my weight under control and the sleep. I have been getting around 3 to 4 hours of sleep. Even on my days off.

Well small blog for today. Thank you for reading. I have some numbers.

Acts of kindness: 380

Km: 450

Sit ups:700

Push ups: 500

Da mu hsing: 55

Drum stick form: 58

Spar: 0

Elliptical(minutes):930

Social outings:1

Family or Friends contacted:1